Type: Posts; User: alexa
I mean, yeah it's obvious in retrospect but at the time to me it just felt like someone denying something I was pushing on them to be mafia for in my head. And I also believed it actually was a gimmick when I was pushing that but realized retrospectively that it shouldn't matter either way. All I can do is apologize, which I did. I'm aware I took it too far because I was very convinced it was fake despite knowing they were town.
I don't enjoy being mafia and generally am in an unpleasant headspace when I am and unable to process people's responses as anything but them denying something I'm trying to get them chopped for which makes me more emotional about it. Took a step back later and found other reasons but I wasn't intentionally trying to be mean, just oblivious to all that when I was in the push.
Just because something is clear to you doesn't mean it is so everyone, especially in a mafia game where reactions to pushes vary. Ftr I pushed it because I did think it was a gimmick of an experienced player until I came to the realization it probably wasn't.
may switch to an alt but for now /in here
and on the jungo flip we did have yall (MnM) as town so was sad by that misyeet
though can't say we would've done much better considering we were hard townreading i cc and had a wrong POE lol
btw well done Michelle, sorry for doubting you on the i cc JK stuff lol you were pro
ty visor for hosting
but the comments toward brett about matthew were an attempt at antispew for later/trying to make us not seem W/W/W (i thought i'd die earlier) so i'm at least glad that was noticed lmao
why do i always end up in F3 even when i literally openwolf and don't try to be towny at all lmfao. subbing in to a wolf slot feels very bleh. anyway, sorry
ggs i was katze
wow what noob would mishammer in F3? couldn't be me hahahahahahahahahahaha
seriously though @Duffer like ya'll made yourselves obvious town, and getting hammer is most important in F3! i had Inaword as lock town the day before since it looked like they derp slipped lol. i was tunneling them to anne this phase but only because i thought Prophets majorly towntold and apparently NKs pointed to Inaword. they played very well so don't be hard on yourselves. also stick around i love playing w/you both .-.
congrats town GOAT!!!!!
but yeah literally any single ounce of a townread or unvote on ghana was from anne
i was tunneled on JC/ghana since day 2-3 and i got upset she kept unvoting so had to take a walk
lol that is kinda funny
confirming for alexanne!
Gg all! Was fun, ty to the hosts too
Congrats katze tbh
A lot of people will be robbed tbh
Ahhh congrats HolyFlare and JC!!!! Amazing job
Congrats Boq!! I'm so sorry about your finale experiences, you did great and amazing memes
I wish I was on a computer so I could post a good copypasta
Ahhhhhh gl all!!!!
congrats @Venti! as i said in specs, i voted for you - very well deserved with the amount of effort you put as scum into a game near mech locked
you're one of the newer(?) players i've seen and been consistently impressed by!
congrats Nook! well deserved
ty for hosting Guillo! t'was fun
now hydre has multiple scum metas :P
thanks for not shooting me lol
sorry for the arrogant comments i was joking around because it felt so nice to be town
nominating @katze for Best Fake Claim for her PR claim in SF2.
on day one in an attempted bucket strategy, only 2/3 of the PRs were comfortable claiming, so VT katze decides to claim as the third and help lead the town. She's instantly accepted and taken as legitimate, and her claim is convincing enough for her to eat the N1 kill, making it so all 3 clear PRs are alive on D2 (aka an already town-sided strategy bolstered).
Also, JC has inspired me to write my own post about my experience in the champs season.
I did not expect to be here. I was initially a candidate for MU, but when I didn’t get voted in, I figured I didn’t have a chance with EM considering more well-known players on the site. I really did not expect to be voted as a representative and am so grateful to [EM players] for their support.
ty so much to the ones actively supporting me/watching me in finale @neopest @staypositivefriend @Gira @joqiza @illario @shady (and banned rn: Matt, Brad, Koba, etc) - you've all been so amazing!
My bios may have been a meme, but in reality I started playing forum mafia a year and a half ago after @Object told me he thought I’d like it after seeing me on debate threads on Epicmafia. At first I was uninterested because we couldn’t win trophies for FM the same way we could for chat mafia on EM, but I decided to give it a go and was pretty obsessed with it immediately. My first game I ever played was Animal Crossing themed in June 2020 hosted by @Sonrio and Koba, to which I immediately (after rolling VT) got confused and talked so much about if Mafia had a chat and what they did and how much I didn't understand it (sorry Mafia) - this cleared me for an entire game as all knew it was my first game, and since then I've had a thirst for town clears.
Last year, I spectated staypositivefriend’s champs finale on MU. I was so impressed by her performance (and the performance of everyone there) I ended up getting lured into this site. Never expected I’d participate in champs a year later, nevermind make it to finals. Forum mafia in general has been a rollar coaster for me.
I am both an intensely emotional and empathetic person and also a perfectionist/competitive to an extreme degree - I always want to win no matter what, I can not focus on things outside of games I'm in even when I try, which often causes me to gauge what I need to do to win and I’m aware it can sometimes hurt people, but I never intend to.
Game 3, as VT, was one of the most emotionally intense experiences I’ve had with forum mafia. But I look back at it very fondly. @Justinrs2 was the first deep wolf I got fooled by so badly since my EM days. It was my first introduction to champs, and I was determined to prove myself by putting all of myself into the game - mishammering in F3 hurt me a lot but people’s reception to me after and all the amazing people I met that game/got closer with that game made it such an amazing experience.
SF2 was really cool. I was so in awe of people's performances and gameplay. It was my first real game with @JohnCarter and he impressed the $%#! out of me. @Nyth awed me with her power role play. @Vandyfan402 was an amazing deep wolf. And the people I already knew too like katze, AXIS, and Wiml played incredibly. @AXIS, thank you again for being so gracious about the mistake made/false vote. You're the best.
I obviously did not want to be mafia going into the finale, but my team was amazing and made it acceptable for me. I’ve played all 3 games now with @katze and gotten to know her so much better after the time I first met her in MCM (when she annoyingly outed my mafia partner by voting sleep, causing him to over-react) and since then, one of the greatest experiences I’ve had in champs is like live watching her grow as a player and inspire me and see how amazing she’s been in each game. Complete admiration for her and playing with her for all 3 games has been a great experience for me in champs.
I'm so lucky to have had the full cycle of VT - PR - MAFIA and experience every elements of champs!
like i guess for me as someone very emotional it's very hard to push on people who say that and kinda makes the game so much more draining
but i don't mean that it's a trustell or against the rules or anything like that, it just hurts to push on people who say that they can't believe anyone would consider they'd say >those emotional things> as wolf because it feels so $%#!ty with TMI i guess
and then if you're actually wolf and do the same thing you're actually considered awful/fake emotions etc